This is the cliff:

I count to ten, and hold my breath.

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So much turbulence, all striking the people I'm closest too... the people most bound to my heart. It makes me feel so stormy. I've had terribly anxiety, all night, and I'm unsure why. I know that, right now, a lot of things are very, very wrong... and I have the distinct feeling that it's going to get worse, all of it, before it gets better.

And do this, I have but one thing to say.

Bring it the fuck on.

*glare*