Last night, I was awake with unnatural energy until about four AM.  Slept, had a terrible dream, can't shake the bad feeling.  The bad feeling isn't dream-specific, it just feels like I am incapable of being positive, like everything is going to be disaster.  I'm worried about getting a job, worried about the emotional attachment in my life, everything.  There's not any reason for this.  So I'm knitting to calm my nerves and hoping tomorrow looks better.
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