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[crows]

Honestly... how do you resolve not to speak to someone that you absolutely adore? It makes me hate myself to refuse the impulse. He's my friend. I love him.

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[comarre.livejournal.com]

you remember why you don't want to speak with them.

[mermaidrain.livejournal.com]

If you can figure that one out, you let me know! I've been struggling with that one for months. *sigh*

I just gave up. I'm resigned to this love for right now. I know it won't last forever, that this too can heal with time, but ... I love him and we're friends so I keep talking with him, etc.

So yeah, i can relate.