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Aug. 2nd, 2004 02:26 pmI am so tired right now. My period started today, and it's rendering me almost incapable of doing anything. I'm so tired I could cry... if anyone snaps at me at work, I probably will. I hate that. I hate feeling like this. But everything around me is sucking me down, right now, and I'm having a hard time staying above it. Everybody's anger at Liam and Guppy because of Kris certainly isn't making anything easier. So help me, I will not let this family be torn apart by this. Near as I can figure, -he's- not angry with them. They're all (all three of them) being accountable, taking responsibility for their actions. Yes, it's a tragic fucking accident... Yes, someone we all care about is hurt very bad, but beating up two kids isn't going to make him any better, is it? IS IT?!
I fucking thought not.
I fucking thought not.
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Date: 2004-08-02 05:08 pm (UTC)i just have to run around like mad cleaning for mother some today, and maybe tomorrow, and painting for mother, and cleaning my room for me, and maybe even painting for me too... But much of that could be accomplished after hours... ie: i -can- paint that cabinet at 4am. since i can't rightly do anything else at 4am. But now i'm rambeling (you can see i'm avoiding cleaning the deck).
The point is: I am here for you. for near enough to whatever you would need me for (contortionism still out).
Much love, and rice.
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Date: 2004-08-03 10:59 am (UTC)Thanks, hun. I may take you up on some of that rice...
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Date: 2004-08-03 09:29 pm (UTC)