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The Sparkle Sapped
Mar. 2nd, 2003 10:16 amWow. Yesterday was a bad day. The worst I’ve had in a long time… a very long time. One of my more dear secrets in the house I live in was discovered, and now things have to take a very rapid change in direction. Musing over it all this morning, I know we’ll make it, but that doesn’t mean I’m not angry. It does, however, mean that I am not regretful. No regrets at all, in fact. Thought, now. Tears later, perhaps, but I did do a lot of crying already yesterday.
I didn’t eat a thing in the flurry though… A cup of coffee in the morning before everything happened, and a few sips of juice in the afternoon. Nothing else even though I knew it wasn’t good for me. By the time the head and humidity of the shower got to me and I got out, I was very shaky and felt like I was going to faint. I have since had a bowl of cereal and a big glass of water, but I can still feel it in my hands. It’s like nervous fatigue, still making me shake a little and not want to hold and pressure on any muscle for too long. I feel comfortable that I will make the drive across town just fine, though I’ll get something more in my system before I go. Maybe I should go out to Beluga with him. No one would find us out there. Not that they’d be looking, for chrissake I’m only going to be gone for the afternoon and I’m going to tell them… something. Denny’s, coffee, the mall.
Alright. That’s enough. I have a phone call to make and possible things to pack.
Anyone have any ideas why I can’t find any decent information about apartment complexes in Anchorage on the Internet?
BTW:: Switchblade Symphony is the band of the week. It was last week's band of the week too.
I didn’t eat a thing in the flurry though… A cup of coffee in the morning before everything happened, and a few sips of juice in the afternoon. Nothing else even though I knew it wasn’t good for me. By the time the head and humidity of the shower got to me and I got out, I was very shaky and felt like I was going to faint. I have since had a bowl of cereal and a big glass of water, but I can still feel it in my hands. It’s like nervous fatigue, still making me shake a little and not want to hold and pressure on any muscle for too long. I feel comfortable that I will make the drive across town just fine, though I’ll get something more in my system before I go. Maybe I should go out to Beluga with him. No one would find us out there. Not that they’d be looking, for chrissake I’m only going to be gone for the afternoon and I’m going to tell them… something. Denny’s, coffee, the mall.
Alright. That’s enough. I have a phone call to make and possible things to pack.
Anyone have any ideas why I can’t find any decent information about apartment complexes in Anchorage on the Internet?
BTW:: Switchblade Symphony is the band of the week. It was last week's band of the week too.