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I have so missed the long, late driving.

In that space, there's a deep anonymity to the open land. The darkness, and the fact that at any given moment no one knows particularly where I am, spare my immediate company (tonight, [personal profile] auto_destruct), and the moving, always moving, I think create enough of an analog to the deep-beating sea that it calms away a lot of things. There have been an abundance of bad dreams, lately, and me without clarity enough to remember them for any kind of analysis. I need to start writing all of this down again; I really should make time first thing in the morning but the fact is, I don't want to.

I don't want to sleep at all. I may go try to close my eyes a little while.

Rest.

Dec. 14th, 2008 10:24 am
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Despite having been up until 3 AM the last two nights (with a batch of absolutely fabulous ladies I must add), I've still only slept a few hours either night. Not even for lack of opportunity... I went to sleep at 3 last night and woke back up at about 5 30.

I'm not really sure what's wrong with me these days. As much as I talk all over the place about coffee I don't drink that unbelievably much of it... a cup or two in the morning. The evenings when I do have more, I don't sleep any less than the evenings when I don't (the last two have been coffeeless).

I seen to be mostly ok throughout the day... that is, I don't spend 100% of my life stumbling around in an exhausted stupor, I don't sleep through portions of the day even if I do have the time. But I can't help the feeling that this isn't sustainable, as regards my health. It's lasted for a while now and shows no signs of abating.

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